It has been quite some time since i have written to this blog. In fact, it has been a month or so since i have written to any of them, which is a while for me. Things ahve been pretty hectic in the last month though. I finally decided to apply for graduate school, and it seems as though i am going to be getting into it. Also, my lease expired on monday, and i moved out of the apartment on sunday, so i have been staying at the parents' place since then. Besides all that, Cody has been visiting, and he's more than a handful to deal with. Beyond that, I finally met someone who I thought could be someone with whom I could be happy. But apparently that wasn't meant to be either. I have been a bit on the depressed side with that having fallen apart like it did. I still have to figure out where i will be living for the fall semester, and what is going to be happening with school exactly. but i should be able to get that stuff taken care of in the next week or so. Though I have decided that when i do move back, i am going to rent a truck to use to take stuff from the storage area to the place i decide to live at. I made about 8 to 10 trips from the apartment to the storage area with the pickup and realized that it would actually cost less to rent a moving truck and make just one trip to get it all back to the new place when i figure out where that will be. After i get that straightened out, I will probably try to get things squared away with school, and get my schedule made up for the fall. I am looking forward to sticking with school, and if things go well, I will be able to stick with it for the next few years, and potentially go on for another degree after this. Anyways, I am getting a bit on the depressed side being back at home for the time being. I was considering just staying down here for a while if i don't get into the grad program for the fall, but i think i have pretty much decided to stay in gainesville for the rest of the year regardless of if i start school in the fall. but it does look like i will be starting, so that should solve that problem. And just as soon as i confirm that i will be able to stay at uf, then i should be able to sign a one year lease instead of one for just a semester, which generally means that i will be able to save a little money, and i should be able to find a better place to stay with that. i need to find out just how much financial assistance i will be getting before i decide on anything, cuz that will determine whether i have to live the dirt poor student life or will be able to afford something just a little better. I hope to talk with dr. bucklin about that within the next day or so to find out for sure though. once i do get back into the swing of things, i'm going to have to start a new search for someone. I've been alone far too long, and i'm tired of staying that way. Though it seems that anyone I think might be compatible with doesn't seem to feel the same way, and I just don't seem to have anyone who feels the same way about me. If there was someone, i wish they'd just say something, cuz i'm open to at least talking about it. anyways, thats about all that i am going to say tonight, maybe i'll post again in a few days, but then again maybe i won't.